My name is Akpan and am from Cross river state. Me and my fiancée are really in love with each other we’v been dating for a long time now and we intend settling down soon. Things where working out fine not until a point I started feeling some changes in my health, gets sick often which reoccurs after treatment, unusual weakness, vomiting, nausea, abdominal pain, weight loss and lots more. I was confused, so many thoughts was on my mind but I couldn't place any because I wasn’t a way-world guy at any point, that was my consolation.
I later told her and we later went to a nearby hospital for test and the result later came out shortly , I was told I was “HIV +ve ”.I was lost , bewildered and shocked, how could this had happen, "this cannot be" was all I was saying while I cried in the Doctor’s office. At that point, my fiancée's looks changed but could not say anything. I composed myself and we left.
*We got to my place and she slept over, I was full of tears and kept on telling/pleading with her that this cannot happen, that lets re-do it at another place but she wouldn’t listen or speak. I was soaked in tears that night and I slept and woke up to find her no more” I saw the note she left and it read ”I have given in so many thoughts on this and I don’t think is wise to continue with the relationship anymore as it stands now, please take care of yourself and May God grant you peace while you last and don’t bother to contact me .Goodbye Akpan”.
I broke down in tears again.
Looking back she could have done it differently, I want a few more moments but how do I convince her again. She was gone.
*After 3 days, out of desperation, I confided in a couple living close to me and they pitied me & my distress and tried to cheer me up. They promised to take me to a specialist hospital and a general hospital to re-do the test which we all later went and both places, I was HIV –ve (OMG. My world, I was so happy and thankful to God) but I was still diagnosed of Liver disease which was at the early stage and I began the treatment and things started getting in place again for me health wise. I was so happy. Few months later .I got a job which offered me a car and lots more.
few days later , on my way back from work I met my fiancée's friend whom I shared my experience with and she was dumbfounded and I drove out. 3 days later I got a call from my so called fiancée pleading for forgiveness and a second chance saying that She later went back to that hospital after she was told what happened and they told her that, that result was an error that it was a mix up…I could not say a word till I Hung up.
#PLEASE ADVICE ME ON WHAT TO DO, I DON’T WANT TO MAKE MISTAKES#
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